future and past and present

the closest ones would know that I'm a man of a few words. I don't share much with people. Family. Gf. Bfs. Gfs. Nothing much. I prefer to let the road take me to whereever the wind blows. Whether it's about my problems, life, future, past and present. I just opened a letter saying doors' closed at nus. There goes 1/3 of the door I have. So now, I'm telling you people, in case i die in the near future, that I'll be waiting for all 3 doors to reply me. If all shut on me, I'll most probably sign on. That's all. Nothing much eh?