people, let's roll

back from the dead

2011-08-08T01:45:00.001+08:00

I can't sleep. Cause there are so many things in my mind. You me. And all me. And them. Haiya. Bulan puase ni. Byknye test.

post ns

2011-03-07T01:06:00.001+08:00

haven't been dolling up this blog for quite awhile. thee spam shit on my taggie is totally an eyesore. omg. stop it already.

well. been wait. exactly yeah. been 1 month since I've orded. you know what. I miss being a fireman. the family feeling. the adrenaline rush dangs. well, my time is up. but it's good to be seeing some of them niggas once awhile. heading back to stn tmr for a farewell dinner with arep sens and pandi.

so one month has come and gone. I've been working it out at tbar. well, it's alright just that the hours aren't as many I'd preferred. need the ka$hingsx for the blingsz man. the rest of the week are filled up with lan gamings, amira, nnn and the rest. caught up with colinn. planning for a backpack trip to anywhere. we'll see. who knows.

so, one month. I think like as of now, I have not been pretty good. ladyy luck took a turn on me. been down since last week. first of all, paternal grandad passed away and I saw the whole thingy. you know. old people old sickness. just that we aren't that close so yeahh, quite fine actually. Al Fatihah goes to Allahyarham Abdullah Bin Mohd Ali. well, post events are as shitty. irrics people making a fool of themselves at the funeral. we kiddos just playing around with the baby goonsss.

other than the unfortunate event, my app for the asst teacher got rejected. degree in teaching rejected. diploma rejected. now assistant also rejected. wth. well I'd say this shit saddens me the most cause its my future here and I hate it when it's not of any certainty, yet. damnn. in addition to that, I've been making sins and my fugly face aren't helping. if all these are the way it should be for my misdeeds then I'm sorry. been in self doubt mode ever since.

but, came across tumblrrs telling us how do we do stuff and imma adhere. pray.

and pray and execute. and hope. that's the three basic life principles my uztad came up with. talking of which, things weren't that prettayy recently at home. well. it's over and done with so let's hope theee monsters run far away.

so, as of now, I think I feel kinda better. just got off the phone with amira and it didnt go pretty well. I'm sorry. I just needed time for myself. I love you. and yeah of course, we've been 37 months together. which i hope you know, things could go the way we do it in fantasy land.

gonna do my mind a favor and smoke a stick, wash up and head to bed. tmrs gonna be a better day. that's how quotes do them right? have to plan things out tmr and the day after. can't be selling shirts all my life. my slangszxz is like so cool right for this post. yeahh. a new thing. just trying it out. dev's style you know.

the sun out of this darkness are this upcoming bkk trip Imma have with sr people and prolly around sept/oct when imma be the best or second best that is, uncle in the world. but keep your mouth shut cause no one knows it yet. nobody knows fourintwoone exists though so yeah. don't start spamming my fb. I can't wait cause I love kids ill name her aliyah if it's a her. and let's pray for all to be good and safe.

ORD OH!!!!

2011-02-06T08:48:00.001+08:00

Some would have like to see the back of ns but I think I just had an amazing 2 years to see it go. Let's see. I had a tough 6 months over at cda. And my next 16 months were spent in amk fs.

Ers. Cda. I remembered I cried on the first night cause it was a terrible first day in camp! Nabei cb. I got a culture shock sia. Hahaha. Then a came, b passed by and c followed. Bla bla bla. Highlights would be.. I peed in my leggings cause I cannot tahan! Que's bf was my instructor so mcm sometimes close one eye. Hehe. My specs melted, literally cause I dropped it at a stimulator which was burning. We were fasting when we had our exercises. Friendships made with people like Hafith, Hairil, Abg Long, Shuib, Syafiq especially. Still, the rest did enough to leave a mark in my heart.

Then amk fs was my destination. Posted there with Affandi and Iliyas. Hmm.. Highlights were.. 6 buses on fire in the middle of the night, which when we thought about it now, it's like, okayy, whatever. Lalang fire which we were required to spend our night in the middle of the jungle, which was behind the longkang besar behind serangoon sec sane sia! Da. Itu je. The rest of the fire calls, mcm okay je. Then rescue calls.. Locked door byk gile. Always happened when im with the same crew. Recently, nyonya punye whole right arm till the ketiak there got stuck in the you know, rumah punye longkang kecik yang selalu ade kat toilet. Lobang kecik tu. Lagi ape eh. I think like that only ah. Okay now tributes to... Alan Lim, Alan Tan, Ernest Ong. Then to Lutfhi, Tan and Yazeed. Then to Azman Petot. Padahal ni sume supervisor aku. Haha. Then to Hamid, Ah Cai, Sudirman, Othman, Shafeer, Ajit, Hus, Idros, Xavier, Iznan, Sadik, Zul, Shawn and Yim. Then to firemen like, Shahboy, Along, Walter, Uzair, Walid, David, Hubert, Jai Ho, Amir Sakai, Wang, Rijuvan. Okay. All these senior aku. Special mention goes to Haizad, Yank, Pandi, Firoz and Arep. Then junior akuu yang aku smlm belanje nasi lemak, Khairul Legong, Salihin, Fir, Man, Matan, Fred, Hadi, Amin, YanS, Huang, Faiz, Zack, Shah, Dan, Liu. K thank you very much. Xoxo. Tapi yang junior some mcm cock. Yang senior pon same. Tapi Lup them lots. Xoxo. Bye...

2011-02-03T01:05:00.001+08:00

3years has come and gone. thats how long we've been together and like what some of you might know, ours isn't the best you could find. we've had, lots of problems. both internal and external, local and international. who remembers the feeling of which, you know, the first few weeks of your relationship, or the courtship, or the you know, whatever. I had it a couple of days ago. I liked it. Enjoyed it. And she capped it off by sending flowers, chocolates and a letter right to my stn. how nice was that? guess I've to come down to st hilda's for hers O.o

And tonight is my last night at amk. I can't sleep:( 16 months here has changed me. Forged new friends. Made enemies. You name it. We had it. Let's not talk about fires and rescues. I think I'm going to miss them. Especially people like the co gang. Batt's 3%. Gonna end it here. Maybe this is how we end it. I've too much to say. But couldn't express it totally. Goodbye amk. Goodbye friends. Goodbye bros.

facebook

2010-12-28T18:55:00.001+08:00

SINCE WHEN I'VE FB?!?! WHOSE PLAN WAS IT?!

rejected

2010-12-10T19:26:00.001+08:00

hey people. it's been awhile. I'm back, and bad. first of all, yes, I now have a sister, of whom I'm used to calling her by name, now have to be acknowledged as a kakak. it's weird. but anyways, hope everything goes smoothly as they live their lives together ever since secondary. on a darker note, no. maybe I'm not fated to be a teacher after all. nie dip rejected me. yes. i got rejected by moe for the second time running. mum called to tell about the letter, told her not to open it, came home to do so, was hyped for it as it determines my future, and I got a no, I crumpled the letter, read it again, crushed it, threw it. so much for planning. maybe that's why you shouldn't planned too much. I thought it would be the easier way out for me. average grades, nie, money while study. so I'm now officially sad for the first time. about my future. sign on? part time degree? we'll see. I've given up trying. and dont. don't say don't give up. words don't encourage me. and to make matters worse, the volume buttons for my iPhone came off and went missing. so for the first time, fml? Naaah. I still can't figure out what does ftw means.

maybe, probably, possibly, I deserved this for my bad doings. and as I continue to wish for a last major call, I just realised I have approximately 17 duties left. 17. yeah. wth man. seriously. okay done deal.

let's just happy happy. cause rumours are saying that... life is short. we have to be happy. alep, karaoke please? or club? not. whatever. screw you. naa. screw me! I'm in no mans land.

2010-12-03T00:20:00.001+08:00

Dear Allah,

please ensure everything goes smoothly tmr and the day after. no major glitches and problems. I seek for your forgiveness on his behalf, for everything that has happened. and as for what the future holds for us all, I pray for the best.

Amin.

trip

2010-11-24T09:26:00.001+08:00

oh my, god.

2010-11-23T22:52:00.001+08:00

reminder

2010-11-16T20:27:00.001+08:00

my dad reminded me to pass my adik some extra cash, if I have any, for his expenses. And it made me realised I've not been doing so. But things that I bought, are also meant for him. Being the sensitive me, I'm feeling bad right now. So, here's the plan, I'm going to get my parents nice old couple watches so that they'll look like Datuk and Datin during my abg's wedding, my abg, something he needs for his new home, and my adik, money every month till I ord. Reminder. Reminder. Reminder.

station 32

2010-11-14T18:50:00.001+08:00

being the next one to ord after the upcoming firemen, I'm starting to feel the jitters. it's three more months, 30odd duties more to freedom. I wish to say my piece here but shall keep it for when I've really ord. One last wish, one last fire.

iqah raz

2010-11-12T02:16:00.001+08:00

a girl is crazy over my friend. well i say, give fate a chance. like how it did to you, in the past. however, the past is never a future. and yes man, is not for you.

and glee season 2 episode 2 is not that cool. britney, what? but I've to admit that they're pretty hot.

and lastly, I don't want my loved ones to wake up in the middle of the night, rush to the nearest hospital, to see me lying flat on the sick bed cause I got slashed. don't mess with the fraternity. I've angelina jolie.

I need a break.

Zouk Out?

begging you

2010-11-03T14:09:00.003+08:00

cute or what?

off to NS you, BOY!

and it is now 33months old(:

and we're left with two

2010-11-02T11:19:00.001+08:00

hellloooo. first and foremost, suck you comments. anyway, rashid's off to hta so I'm left with Alep Sen and Nas. Of which the former is schooling while Nas is phoneless. So I foresee a pretty boring week for me up ahead. So till something good comes up, I'm going to get busy with my biscuits business. olaaaa.

anyway

2010-10-27T17:32:00.001+08:00

I've been home lately and trying to find worthy things to do. Though my focus went wayward sometimes, I thought that I had done some good time. So anyway, one of the other things I've been up to was to watch america's got talent. It's prolly the first time i'm really into it so I kinda got hooked by the sheer talent, stupidity and goosebumps moments. I like it when they share their stories and if you really imagined them real hard, you can roughly gauge how much they've went through. So for them to come out and do amazing things, you'll be an awe and just amazed. Examples are people like Kylin Rifkin and Donald Braswell. Let's just spare those with totally no talent their humiliation and not talk about them. But do give some love for those mcm kesian punye org that you'd want to just change channel when it comes to the verdict. So anyway, if their lives have been that worse, and they're up there showcasing their talents, I'd want to believe that mine and yours, have yet to prosper. I'm off to dance class! Bye!

hmm

2010-10-26T20:47:00.001+08:00

aku da tolong tu da baik pon. abe bile part salah, aku kene. kenape la. cock ah. hidup pon susah, kerje lagi susah. bodoh.. tapi jiwe, aku buat je la...

minimizing

2010-10-25T20:35:00.001+08:00

the solution is to minimize every single thing we do. from meeting up, talking, chatting and what not. here's the picture, we were caught in deep shit, twice. so chaos happened and I became the most hated guy at tampines st 21. and she came in second and everyone else under our friends list was third. back up got involved and it spells conflict, betrayal, distrust and hatred. so after a week of tears, next chills and sleepless nights, we had two options. one was to walk away gracefully, but with a heavy heart. two was to keep going, but with a heavy heart, with risk tagging along as a lifetime company. to be honest, after 32 months being together, my life has her all over. but I've always told her, never love me so much, for fear things might go wrong. and surprise, surprise, it did. so now, she's too committed to someone, whom I feel, even after so long being together, still doesnt have what it takes to be with her. I'm always chill but do you smell what the rock is cooking. You don't. So now, we've decided to tap on option two. deep inside, I do hope by minimizing things, she would not need me, my presence or love as much. and I need her to know that she has to be strong. for her future. for her family. and herself. and last but not least, never hate her. she's yours anyhow. so to Rashid and Farah, don't be disheartened cause you'll never walk alone. oh ah, oh ah, with hope, in your heart, and you'll never walk alone, alone, you'll never walk, alone. so this is the closure to the saga gaga olala.

test testing one two testing, things might just got more interesting.

fantasy premier league

2010-10-22T09:20:00.002+08:00

remember the online game my station mates and i were in? they have caught up with me and my lead has been reduced to a mere pathetic point, thanks to the incredible torres. sigh. i just shuffled the attacking line up hoping for a better weekend.

anyways, is it just me or is that girl in the mv just the way you are, that pretty? but i found out that she has a relatively wide chin. which perhaps explains why she keeps playing with her hair and her hands to mingle around her chin area in the mv. well, thats why i feel though. she has a pretty pretty smile though. i like.

take a break, take a kit kat

2010-10-21T23:45:00.001+08:00

If we were a drama, we'd be under the must watch column.

camera ready, lighting ready, scene 32, take 2, action.

cut.

better please, better.

that's a wrap.

Assalamualaikum

2010-10-20T22:49:00.001+08:00

Hai kawan kawan setingganku, kite ni hidup byk cubaan. Tanye je la ramlee, aziz dan sudin. Soal duit satu hal. Soal keluarge. Soal kawan. Soal kerje. Soal pelajaran. Dan akhir sekali, soal hati. Duit, boleh dicari. Nak taknak je. Ade takde je. Insya Allah tak akan ke tahap menggigit jari. Soal keluarge. Masing masing punya ceritala. Kawan eh. Biar terbang tinggi, takmo lupe pandang ke bawah je. Jengok jengok pon da cukup bersyukur la. Soal kerje dan pelajaran, kehendak korg la sendiri. Da tue bangke semue. Pandai pandai la buat keputusan sendiri. Ah huh.. Last but not least, soal hati. Iyaa. Topik kite pada siaran langsung khas hari ini dari teck ghee fire post, adalah... Cinta. Love is cinta. Org klau da tak suke, maluu. Org klau da kurangajar, mangkok.. So kalau da malu and mangkok, kire kite mcm masai ah. Klau aku, diam je. Aku selalu ckp, let it flow. Skrg itu depan ade kepale batu punya duduk, nak flow pon lemas nanti. Sigh. Apelah nasib aku ni. Tapikan, kene pikir jgk pasal org sebalah. Ade hitam ade putih. Ade datang ade balik. Hati, perasaan, dan segalanye. Aku minta maaf. Kalau perpisahan itu jawapan utk segala ini, aku pon tak tau la pak eh. Kalau jodoh tu ade, harap harap hati yang panas bara akan sejuk bile melihat wajah manisku walaupun tak seberape. Dengan ini, Assalamualaikum dari studio dan kami akan meninggalkan kamu dengan lagu hits lama alleycats, jika kau bercinta lagi.

iPhone

2010-10-20T18:16:00.001+08:00

Haze is making my iPhone slow. With or without 3G, there isn't any difference.

fantasia bulan madu

2010-10-18T22:41:00.001+08:00

bus ride from town for was a refreshing one. woke up only after we have reached amk. hope Nas likes everything that we've bought for him.

anyway, this is the only place I can open myself to. I don't do talking. Sms sometimes. Msn probably. Even if I do post here, I'll do a Ronaldo and zig zag around the bushes. Love the way I lie? That's precisely why Syirin and Que liked my post. I'm Messi. I sidestepped past them.

things seem bad over at the other side. and I'm here being a useless bummer. I can't do anything. I don't want to go home. Parents will be weird and i don't like it. I'll just mumble, say ah nothing, and nothing. For real. I don't know what to do. Is it just me or what? What. Am I the cause? I don't want you to be hurt. And because of A, the whole alphabetical family switched to chaotic mode. And I don't like it. A has no one to turn to. God was Farah's answer. I've been praying. Hoping. I've not cried yet. Maybe not yet. Maybe later when i go to sleep. Amy Amy.

feelings

2010-10-18T15:16:00.001+08:00

I feel like...

Playing ps3 with my brothers.
Karaokeing till I lost my voice.
Play soccer with my friends.
Eating Nasi Goreng Kampong extra spicy and more ikan bilis at Spize.
Slacking with my station mates.
Shopping.
Having a good time with Amira.
Eating tulang, satay and honey chicken wings.
Buying a new pair of shoes, a bag, jeans and many shirts.

Maroon 5

2010-10-18T00:09:00.001+08:00

My maroon 5 shirts have yet to arrive. I don't think it's coming either. I can't sleep right now. Have to wake up at 0430 later on. Who says my work is easy. I'm listening to songs now. Looking out for that coding that will wake the hell out of your sleeping beauty. Sigh. Just a little bit. Ahhhh.

Selamt Tinggal Sephia

2010-10-17T13:15:00.001+08:00

Everyone knows Abdul Rashid close enough would know about his relationship with Farah Syahirah. When he realised things were not as rosy as it should be, he told me that he has finally understood me. Every couple has had their good and bad times. I used to think that Rashid should just forgo his ultimate aim. But I guess I'd have to take back my words. People can see how Mish and Syirin have a relationship that is matured and stable. Who could forget how close Alep Sen and Hasmidah families were. Fazli and Que are working it out, with the latter's mother trying to talk things out with Her about marriage. And finally, who doesn't know about Amira and I? We quarrel. We laughed. We joked. We shouted. We punched. We enjoyed. We argued. We made up. We loved. We. But when things go wrong once, you will be very very scared. You hope for a second chance. If the yellow ribbon encourages people to give chances, why wouldn't fate. And when things go wrong for the second time, you'll be lost. Not that scared. But lost. Don't worry. I'm not leaving you. I'm just lost. As always when I'm lost, I'd just keep quiet and smoke and do my stuff. But at the same time, I'll have to be there for you. I'm here. Now as we get older, decisions in life are much more risk-taking and life-changing. I'm at work now. Fight fire. Save people. I'm busy. I way to be busy. I'd rather be busy. Goodbye mum and dad. I'm sorry. I love you Amira. I need my friends now. Holla back.

5,6,7,8, snap

2010-10-13T09:10:00.001+08:00

As my eyelids threaten to close, sometimes my brain works doubly hard to think of something to write. I've had 2 long days. Whatever I did, I hope that you'd appreciate it. And tomorrow as nnn and I are going jb for a spree, I expect more leg and back aches the next night. I've never believed in stories. But after what happened, I'm being wary of the stuff around me. I want my people to be safe. These days, people have been asking me whether I'm alright. I am. So goodbye sayang.

selamat ulang tahun sayang

2010-10-13T01:40:00.001+08:00

I'd like to wish my girlfriend, Amira Begum, a Happy 20th Birthday. Hope you liked the mini surprise party held in a games room on Saturday. Thoroughly planned by Fifa as well as Priya and a little bit me. Not forgetting the date we had going for lunch at F&O's and the awesome yoghurt at basement. I'm sorry for shouting in the car for being irritated with myself. I was just trying to reach the party on time. And also, sorry that the party was attended by only 15 people. I hope they were not bored by it. And of course, the presents I got for you are what I can afford now, as no one knows what the future holds for me. Now that you've got your iphone4, I hope you're a happier birthday girl now. Goodnight 20 years old.

this love

2010-10-07T22:46:00.001+08:00

I used to blame my mishaps on my past.
Pointing fingers to any other person in the room except myself.
I now realized I have 10 sets of fingers arrowing towards my head.
But I have yet to learn that 10 is 1.

I like to make people laugh. I like to make jokes. I like to make sarcastic comments. I put my friends first. Family ahead of them. I am shy. But, I'll be not when time has passed.

I don't like you. But I don't say it. I fucking hate you. But I tend not to show. If you were a girl, I'd have fuck you.

Money can't buy you happiness. But having money can really make you smile. Smiling is not an action that produces sound. That is why I like to smile. Because I don't like to talk. And maybe because I think my smile is my only asset I have left. If I were to have any in the first place. Other than my butt though, which anyway, many claimed that if it belongs to a girl, they'd touch it.

I really want to know what do people think about me. Because to be honest, I care of what people say about me. They affect me in every way. This leads to me being paranoid. And being paranoid is not cool.

I don't like occasions, big ones, where you will have to meet new people. I don't give people good first impressions. They count. And mine would be a negative 16. I need at least 4 chances to make them like me. If not, I'm striked out. Sigh.

Let me ask you one question,

estima

2010-10-04T22:43:00.001+08:00

I don't think I've that left. I feel like dying and start anew. Fuck me man. Fuck you. I want what I want.

2010-10-03T20:01:00.003+08:00

so, i step ade tattoo then you all never msg/call/tag :(

today marks our 32nd month together. your bdayy is coming, and im as excited as you.

and that is mine. hehe.

2010-09-30T15:55:00.000+08:00

i was unconscious. damn. sorry.

selamat ulang tahun sayang

2010-09-29T22:37:00.001+08:00

cinta itu buta. cinta itu monyet. cinta monyet itu buta. cinta. cinta. cinta konon. kite semue kire tgh period mcm, every decision will affect hidup ah senang kate. ade kawan aku yang satu ni, cinta bagaikan baju yang mahal. due due suke baju tu. tapi nasibnya begitu busuk seperti peluhnya, orang yang jual baju taknak kasi free. huh? ade kawan aku pulak, rindu kepada kekasih gelapnya, seperi rindu seorang burung gagak yang telah lama berpisah dengan sarangnya. satu lagi, hilang di minda. hairan. pelbagai isu yang bermain di kepala otak die. belajar ka, kerja ka. inilah contoh contoh masalah remaja era kini. mcm amira pulak, Alhamdullilah die da start kerje. sambil belajar. ringan sikit aku dengar. tapi, aku pon mcm kurangajar ah tak pay attention in class. sigh. maaf ya buk. tapi aku happy kalau die happy. kalau part aku kan... aku nak pikir pon sampai buah keduak da masak pon tak habis ah. senang ceritekan, tak payah ceritekan ah. lu pikir la sendiri. keluarge, kerje, belajar, matair, kawan dan termasuklah diriku sendiri. hanya insan yang ingin tak seberape tapi apalah nasib.

random nye. mate pon da berat. selamat malam sephia.

heroes

2010-09-28T23:00:00.001+08:00

myself and alep sen were at my house. he said claimed that there were people stucked inside the lift at level 5. He saw this while on his way up. we eventually went down to the fifth floor to check things out. there was an indian couple inside! alep sen started to laugh. I step cool. so we called emsu and reported the case. we communicated with the couple inside using hp. mcm proud eh. kalau lah ade awek cun di dalam, itu pintu confirm pecah! anyways, kalau keluar stomp ke newspaper ke, you know who! we were wearing the legend Nike sleeveless too, so we should be recognized by the couple. heheheeh.

mikey posner

2010-09-27T21:00:00.001+08:00

you think you're cooler than me,

you think you're cooler than me,

you think you're cooler than me,

you think you're cooler than me.

all because of a nozzle

2010-09-27T08:48:00.001+08:00

i don't like it if people look down on me. i worth more than that.

pull and bear

2010-09-26T13:18:00.001+08:00

I love my new top! Has a hoodie and that chillax feel about it. Guess guess who do I sound like? Syirin kan! Hahaha. But i don't have photos to showcase my wardrobe. Ehehehehehe.

paitao ke paiseh?

2010-09-24T23:47:00.001+08:00

anyways, this sunday kan, ade sxys raye raye, kan at first kan plan on the 25th. aku okay. sekali change of dates to 26th. aku kerje musibot. tapi aku chill chill the baby. nas pon kerje. alep kerje. achid busybee and biskot. takmo la ingat yg kite paitao. kite paiseh. 2 tgh ns. nasib lu, lu makan, nasib gua, gua makan, apa salahkah makan sama sama? ni hint je. in case mulut byk bunyik. maklumla, puase baru lepas. nafsu naik de. okay bye. taking care.

glee

2010-09-24T00:03:00.001+08:00

I'm watching glee season 2 episode 1. It's so much fun and interesting. Can't wait for Pak Pandi to download the rest of the series! And, Quinny Baby is still THAT hot!

Hand All Over

2010-09-23T07:41:00.001+08:00

I want to get those maroon 5 shirts up on their page. I'm not sure with the procedures (is it even possible?) and stuff so Alep Sen, yang rinduuuu uhh hu hu huu, rindu serindu rindunyaaa... have to help me!

Give A Little More

2010-09-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

my station, my home.

match against skfsrota3 was fine as we won by a wide margin. but again, i didnt play well in the middle of the park. baru nak feeling xavi. sighh. somebody please tell me how do you it! sighh..

anyways, colin is now an official pilot. private one that is. i'm proud of him(:

cool, calm and collected.

2010-09-20T14:43:00.004+08:00

okay, after the recent outburst, i shall be quite happy that im currently topping the fantasy premier league i joined with my fellow station people. at the end of half a season, the winner will get a premier league jersey of his choice, while the rest, the losers, have got to contribute $15 each to pay for that holy jersey.

and these are the watches i had to choose from. okay whatever.. boring..

and nowadays, i want to be macam abang abang. like that geylang top. hehe.

okay bye.

remember, be cool, calm and collected.

man u sucks!

2010-09-19T22:25:00.001+08:00

Fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nani kepala butoh ah lu!!!!!

Torres pon same jgk ah!!

db

2010-09-19T13:56:00.001+08:00

aku macam kene detention class skrg. waduh. mcm mangkok la actually. tak tau buat ape. step main hp je. tapi tgh boring ni. salah aku ke salah cikgu yg kat atas tu. hmm. siape la kite kan. takdir ni di tangan Tuhan. reason maybe psl aku tido dlm class sebab tak cukup tido ke. maklum la, smlm ade event dkat airport at ard 5pagi. ni la maksud nye, sebelum subuh. tapi jiwe pe. klau tak, maluuuu. abang abang paitao member! okay bye. back to my gaming. saaap. gamer.

sweet or what?

2010-09-16T20:55:00.001+08:00

I managed to meet Amira after so long due to my raya and her deepavali. she's now working over at st hilda's primary school to start off her career as a teacher. Well, today was the second time she looked nice. When I say nice means it's when I dont have anything to complain about. and I bought her a red pen because she needs it. so I hope that her life gets better with or without me by her side. No la. Not leaving you. Just that sometimes I'll be behind you. Ah ah. What. Musibot korg. I mean, mcm I got I got I got I got your back like ti and keri hilson. Anyways, You can do it, Ms Amira. Goodbye sunshine.

nixon edited

2010-09-16T09:46:00.001+08:00

so, it's over. supposedly. hopefully.

I got myself a new watch. Same brand as Farah's and Midah's. But, that's not the point. Pak Pandi recommended me too as it's unisex. Its just that I've a g already and adi and levis are like too common. I had a dilemma like how nelly did, between two watches of a different colour. I'll upload them on fb soon. Hmm. Anyways, I just have the urge to spend. Cause I don't think I would once I've stopped earning. So, I'm going to start pampering myself like how them bitches do. Up next are those sleek shoes, lepak jeans, more shirts and maybe a couple for my loved ones.

edited*
It's time teller p. I think I made the right choice cause the grey one I think is a latest version compared to the green one. Alar! Prangai konek. Mcm pompan. De beli pon. K takpe bye.

nixon

2010-09-16T01:42:00.001+08:00

so, it's over. supposedly. hopefully.

I got myself a new watch. Same brand as Farah's and Midah's. But, that's not the point. Pak Pandi recommended me too as it's unisex. Its just that I've a g already and adi and levis are like too common. I had a dilemma like how nelly did, between two watches. I'll upload them on fb soon. Hmm. Anyways, I just have the urge to spend. Cause I don't think I would once I've stopped earning. So, I'm going to start pampering myself like how them bitches do. Up next are those sleek shoes, lepak jeans, more shirts and maybe a couple for my loved ones.

oh ya, I was watching mio tv and I realised that floorball girls are like so hot. I like. Especially the mamasitas. Yum yum.

lastly,

so, it's over. supposedly. hopefully

you know, I don't.

2010-09-12T20:43:00.001+08:00

my a team is on the rocks. too many trivial matters that were treated as if they were something so important. quarreling over them becomes imminent. that inevitability is driving the 3rd man so crazy. he is falling down the pecking order. he'll soon be the last man. but not last man standing. he's often being compared to the top 2 and now, feeling so inferior that he is downright low in self esteem. well, the queen and king are having their own sets of problems. the beliefs and anger management are sorely lacking and it doesn't help that the outsiders, are trying to destroy this tag team. how I wished I could, for instance, raise my voice and shit their gap up, and instantly making everyone think. think. even himself to think. think till I cry to my sleep. and think. till people know that the a team isn't to be played around with. you know how much you wanted to do something but you just can't. I've enough problems already. that's why the hatred post. but for real, what much can I do. but if you smell what the rock is cooking, he'd want to kill everyone with a loaded shotgun and bang bang bang, and fire them with a hard one. but I'm not Adam Levine. and we've got nothing on you. so let us fly fly fly, to the sky high, we five five five, just want to say goodbye bye bye, to them bitches, and mother fuckers, cause we are busy not busybody, not biskot, not business, not busybee.

who am i?

2010-09-10T23:10:00.001+08:00

goodnight good looking people.

musibot

2010-09-09T20:43:00.001+08:00

aku macam da malas gile nak layan org yg mcm cb. serious. malas. m a l a s. malas. argh.

oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah, hey

2010-09-09T18:51:00.001+08:00

oh ya, my mum managed to make, cornflakes and sarang semut. see you then. tralalala.

sigh

2010-09-09T18:49:00.001+08:00

I'm very sad for my brother. He failed his tp. I asked him how he did, he replied he failed, and sarcastically said isn't that what you want. I was hoping for him to lie. But he wasn't. He really failed. Sigh. I swear I never ever wished you'd fail. Yes, I did mentioned about you being macam paham for wanting a bike. But I was kidding. You know how much failing something so important could affect you, especially at this age. I'm sorry. I wanted to get a watch for myself just now. Even wanted to share it with you. I couldn't get to find one. Sigh. Sigh. I'm just sorry. Arghhhhhhhhh

amin

2010-09-09T01:07:00.001+08:00

today's work is halal. 3 calls during fasting month. last duty for fasting month. tmr will be the raye night. wohooo. see you new watch. new shoes, jeans, and shirts, see you soon too.

talk is cock

2010-09-07T21:54:00.001+08:00

now I know why I don't talk to anyone about myself. i hate that feeling. fuck you, fuck you. and fuck you all. _|_

bang, you got me

2010-09-06T18:36:00.009+08:00

amira

bfs

amkfs rota2! rota 2 expendables

biggest yet most memorable yet

stn visit

next sex

favourites

seeee!! we coooked!!

this page is full of words. and it is boring. cause i often post using free iphone app which doesnt have the uploading of photo capabilities. im online now using the house comp, so here you go!!!!!!!!!!!

sxys

2010-09-05T07:49:00.001+08:00

yesterday was so fun to go out with the sxys. It's like so corny to be having a name for a clique at this age but I diam je. haha. Though it was hell for the girls to plan the outing, I think it was a relatively okay one. Alar. Step je. Actually I want to say I like my new shirt and I think I look like so cools wearing them yesterday. Woots. Off to work in the cab now. Mangkokkk. Mate seberat berat nyee. Nas should be feeling the same way too. But kite jiwe. Jiwe pon ade limit de. Maintain sikit perangai. Kalau tidak, jatuuuuh. Maluuuu, mat rempit jatuuuh!

bad news

2010-09-03T18:08:00.001+08:00

okay guys. I've got bad news.

My mum said, most probably no cornflakes for this year's raye.

So, to Amira, Faiz, Que and Syirin, you all are excused from my house.

She's tired and isn't feeling well. But the last time she said that, she pulled off 4 different kuihs. But, it's 9 days left and I don't see a miracle happening.

I believe I can fly

2010-08-31T21:54:00.001+08:00

I've never really believed in superstitious issues. But she insists on it and I, for one, could not disagree more. But if she thinks it's for the best of her and us, whatever I say wouldn't make a difference. Maybe due to the lack of knowledge i possess, my words are going to be redundant. The most I could be do, is to hope and pray that things will go well.

back to the future

2010-08-27T18:23:00.001+08:00

I'm at fire post right now. Trying to sleep. But I can't. Perhaps it's because it's not time to sleep yet. I've been turning around in bed, trying to sleep. But my mind is not at ease. I'm thinking of some people in my life. And my future. And some issues regarding you people. So I decided to blog right now.

Some people. My maternal grandfather. How old he is. How fragile he is. How silently vulnerable he is. How he used to do that finger dance thing on my hand and rub it off his chin. I'm actually lucky to have both sets of grandparents still alive. And out of nowhere my Abg Long. The regular I'm close with during my 6month course. With myself and Hairil as his side kicks. You know when you stay in for 6 months and actually have that friendship between you, it's like their your second family. Now my third family is my station people. Last my family. I want to break fast outside with them tmr! Please please make my mum tired of cooking, just for tmr. Hehe. I want to eat.....

My future. Back to the future. I think I've somewhat decided what to do. First, I'll apply for ntu nie dip. If I don't get that, I'll be signing on. if nothing works and i've ord-ed, I've to wait for next year's a level's results for ntu nie bac. But that would be difficult. lastly, I'll go for sim. sim needs money. lots of it. at least if the 3 choices works, I'll be earning some cash. I've 6 months left till ord and that means 5k left. And that means, 1k left to be saved. Sigh.

Lastly, issues. Over here at the fp, there's a woman who has like the body of a sexy mama. She drives a Honda Fit, with that turbo exhaust. So whenever that engine sounds, we'd all go running to the doors and windows to peep at her. Hahaha. Then, I ever told Amira this, have you ever wondered whether girls do fart and shit? It's like, to be honest, it's usual to hear, Alif or Syafiq Gigi, Rashid to like go fart and we will all be laughing and cursing. But have you come across people like Syirin, Hasmidah or Atiqah and even Farah to be like doing all that and we laughed about it. I don't think so. Hmm.

So moral of the story is, writing makes you sleepy. And I'm sleepy. Goodnight.

bershka

2010-08-25T18:21:00.001+08:00

my next favourite shop.

sigh

2010-08-24T07:39:00.001+08:00

after all the sweet talk, but I got was a trashing by man city and a heavy set of eyes. ngog is such a ngok. a johnson is a macam paham. man city are very rich. their owner looks like gay but is fucking rich. chinese lady beside daglish is attractive. torres suck when he is not playing well. and amira is angry at me. sigh.

I got your back

2010-08-23T22:27:00.001+08:00

I'm Raihan. So I'm the Russian Spy. After family, comes friends.

my best friend is Colin. We share the same dream to join the Amazing Race Asia together. Our friendship started after myself, shahrul made a group of four with matthew and colin for a project. Only 2 of us continued the journey to the same class and then school. he's not quite there often physically but we always have that my man love for each other. let's hope he will be a pilot, and succeed in life. and that Colin and Raihan, you're team number one.

my best friends are nnn. we, I think played street soccer together and somehow we clicked. of course I knew shahrul way earlier thus our friendship was closer. nnn was made up after alif mispronounced the competition nssl that we wanted to join back in secondary two. the rest is history. I went to jc. rashid went to poly. The rest were still in school. Nas wasn't close with us yet. the rest is history. there was a chalet with the sxys. yes, brought back the nnn, which somehow angered some of them caused we strayed away. we stayed close after that. the rest is history. safwan had way too many close friends and wasn't as close anymore. Sadly. Alif and Shahrul somehow just didn't have the friendship they used to share. Then came Nas. It was one fine night when myself, Alif, Hendra and Nas went to eat together while waiting for Rashid. He stayed close since. Yes, the most good-looking of us all, he's the Yusry of Kru or maybe the Beckham of world football.

You know when people say how they wished they could have their lives back. If that includes myself leading a carefree life, nothing much matters, still a cute face and nice hairdo, then I'm in.

I want the chemistry I had with Shahrul when we played strike partners. Like how Torres and Gerrard has. I want the command and silliness of Rashid. I want Alif to be irritating and be there. I want Safwan to just be himself when he's with us. Maybe just be with us. I want Nas to share things with us and I feel so needed by someone. But I told Amira she can't always get what she wants and I'll do just that. That isn't happening anytime soon.

there are also the cliques. my mi people which includes Colin, Farid and the 4 high-pitched girls. the sr mini group, Faiz, Amira and Fifa. the sxys of course, girls, hgang boys and us. Yes there are other people that matters. Like for example, I had a good random catching up time with Hafith, Faiz and Haikal. So don't be sad if your name isn't here. You're still in my memory.

girls make boys tick. might be true. could be. maybe. but girls also make boys go wild. wild wild west. and I'm not will smith. so we shall skip them.

you can call me gay but I'm just typing what I feel at this point of time. And I'm feeling is sleepy. goodbye sun. maybe you all should try doing this. talk about your friends online. you'll have a lot to say. too much to say. too much couldn't be said. and no, I didn't write this after reading alif's blog on nnn.

this is random. well, people used to call me raihan the random guy.

step up 3d

2010-08-20T14:38:00.001+08:00

if I could dance like how they do,

yesterday was my first time watching a 3D movie. cooooool. just that I'd advice those wearing specs to actually put on your lenses. Cause they don't provide 3d glasses with degrees on them. sigh. But it was nice. Yup. Nice. Dance. Not my cup of tea. Can't dance la nabei:/ shall stay with fist fighting and shooting stars, so that I can improve on my chest-high kick. Or comedy at least. To make people laugh. Hehe. 3d 3d. If only that delay didn't happen, I could have gone home without wasting money on cab. Have you ever wonder, if like for example, more and more movies, are in 3d, your tv sets at home would be 3d-ed? You will then start seeing everyone with the same shades. Maybe life could be 3d. Living life in a 3d world. Then maybe, airplanes could really be shooting stars.

And ya, there was actually a random station visit. Actually forgot to tell Amira about it. O.o. They were pre school kids. Just that this time around, no hot mums:/ these kids asked us whether the tools we have can break the earth?!, the world?! and the sun?! This is after telling them the tools can cut the fire engine. What?! Earth? World? Sun? Nak sepak je kalau follow my heart. Tapi I chill. Pasal they are cute. K bye.

Maybe people will look at me differently.

Perfect 5

2010-08-16T21:45:00.001+08:00

Perfect Two
Auburn

My mum said that fasting month is good. Because it's the only period when we will eat together. And it's also the only time whereby, Izan and I will quarrel about the
number of longans/lychees either one has. And that is still happening. Abg also mentioned that by at the end of Week 1, standby for pictures being uploaded on Fb on friends breaking fast together. Talking about that, I'm going to have Lau Pa Sat tmr with Colin, Farid and Mi people.

Goodnight moon
I'll be your sun.
See you soon
It'll be fun.

love the way it hurts

2010-08-15T23:58:00.001+08:00

I think my health has been deteriorating. Ever since that black out, I just don't feel good. During my off days, I sleep as much as possible. While working, I feel restless.

happily ever after

2010-08-13T20:31:00.001+08:00

one day, when I get married, I'd like to use my own money to pay for most of the expenses. I know it's not possible. Depends actually. For the not so rich but ok ah, I want to try la. Try je. If cannot, try again at the next marriage. Hehe.

this upcoming wedding I'm attending to will be the first one for my family. I'm a little excited. First, i want to have that anxiety feeling. Second, I want to have my own nephews and nieces. So no one can play with them except me. Third, i want to step be the host for the wedding and make people laugh but for fear that none gets my jokes, i shall just be cool. Fourth, I want to see my parents cry. And last but not least, see my Abg and Sheena to get married after being together ever since secondary school days. Let's hope it's a good one. Please. And that things will go smoothly. Thank You.

stars

2010-08-13T11:47:00.001+08:00

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

yesterday was my first official duty during fasting month. wasn't the actual first though, cause it was during fasting month too that i had the attachment, coincidentally with the same rota. some of us helped with the cooking. we had chicken wings, fishes, sambal udang, mee hoon goreng, mee goreng, rice, epok epok, samosa and omelette. I was in charge of the omelette, epok epok and samosa! I peeled off the udang skin and cut them as well. HAHAHAA! Cool kan? Not me la. The whole rota. Firemen. Men. Repeat. Men. Cooking. Kan macam.. Awww. So sweeeet. But to be honest, only the last three piece of omelette are complete! The rest were either too thick or into pieces (tak tau nak overturn!) some of the fried side dishes were a bit burnt (malas nak wait so besarkan api!)

though it was tiring, macam cool ah. but I don't like some people. Ok, gossip time! (bitchy girls tone) some just slept and did nothing. Some are just irritating. Some are macam paham. Mentang mentang regular. Menyampah. Eee. Gerammye aku. Nasib puase. Sighh.

So, girls,

can you pretend that firemen in Ang Mo Kio are like your husbands,
you could really wish for a dish right now,
food right now, drinks right now.

2010-08-12T23:13:00.001+08:00

bang bang

2010-08-10T15:17:00.001+08:00

she shot me, she shot me, bang bang she shot me.

anyways, girls are a weird bunch. at early dawn, we had to go to break a door to prevent a girl from cutting her wrist. when we reached, a couple was outside. they said everything was fine. I asked for the ic, and it states, nsf boy lives in bukit batok. walao. sanggup nye. apparently, i assume, they just broke up and bla bla. so lame. don't be stupid. boys are not your everything. and girls aren't too! just that, the boy kept saying sorry. I said, not sincere and asked him to dance the sorry song. no la, kidding.

anyway, while standing up at work, I had trouble breathing. tried to breathe in a way, but it hurt my chin area. then, vision became blur. wiry and blurry. then it became totally black. then I mangkok. mangkok rabak. Googled and the cause is lack of oxygen. recovery, sleep! Byk hisap, kurang sleep, kurang minum, kene antar org, jatuh mati.... Siaoo.... Die liao.....

if i were a boy

2010-08-05T22:12:00.001+08:00

For the fun of it, I'd like to name my best first eleven i ever played with, and my fantasy football team

gk: nasrullah
df: nigel rashid alif shazlee
mf: acai safwan omar yusri shabaz
fw: lucas

gk: cech
df: alves hyypia ramos evra
mf: messi makalele gerrard kaka ronaldinho
fw: eto'o

it could have been us,
myself, wan, alep, achid, arul and nas.
but it wasn't meant to be. myself and arul aren't good enough. achid and alep are out of shape. nas just wouldn't admit he suck at playing striker, compared to gk.

anyways

2010-08-04T16:24:00.001+08:00

my dad transferred $600 to my account. with the remaining $200, later or never. yea, this is his style. to be honest, my family is close. but too close to be closer. that's how I look at it though. For example, we seldom celebrate or wish happy bday to any other member of the family. but, if we five are together, we can shit about almost anything. Most of the times when we three are around. But for one, I seldom talk to my parents about work, problems or anything else. Actually, I do that to almost everyone. Sometimes it's good. Sometimes it's not. Makes me less knowledgeable. Learning can be done through communication. My parents are funny people. My mum could be nagging too much, but mums are mothers. My dad is chill but don't mess with the zohan. Back to where i wasn't talking a lot. I think my brothers share their lives more with my parents. I was thinking about it the other time, when i went to eat with my parents and i only utter a few words. It's weird. I feel bad. Because i talk alot with my friends. Close ones. Station mates. I don't know. I keep not knowing anything. I always say that. Useless, I know. But I don't know means, i really don't know, I don't give a damn or oh man shit. Yes. I know. My family has this love that is magic. Can't be seen. But can be felt. Nice right. I just made it up as the bus made a left turn. Talking about my family, my Abg is getting married. This December. He'll be staying over at his new house, just a couple of junctions away. Yes, he could be irritating. But Abg is always Abg. Izan is a soccer player. I know, he has his egos and suspect temperament level. But i just bought him hava slippers, for nothing. And now I'm at amk hub. Right on my right. We attended a call yesterday. No no. Wasn't caught on camera. But it's fine. I told farah yau i do this for the public, not fame. Just nak step je blg you all about my experience bodoh. Anyways, I think this is the first time I'm saying something about my family. Good job.

mega sale

2010-08-02T18:50:00.001+08:00

courts has plenty of pretty and successful women working there. anyways, 800 is going down down down down.

flirting with forty

2010-08-01T18:58:00.001+08:00

this show made smile. yes, not a twist in it. but, somehow i like it.

wake up in the morning feeling like p diddy

2010-08-01T11:21:00.001+08:00

work for audit is done. at last. just hope it doesn't clash with the court. and that things will go well. please. I want to have a good day today.

argh

2010-07-31T09:49:00.001+08:00

I hate stupid people! Fuck fuck and fuck you!

beautiful girls

2010-07-29T18:21:00.001+08:00

I realized that I have a thing for girls with...

big sweet smile
round eyes
bubbly cute character
pretty faces
the x factor

hehehe. I liiike.

audit

2010-07-27T13:04:00.001+08:00

finding the right havainas for colin's and izan's wasn't easy. the size, colour and what not. but that's not the point. i had a good time yest with my dawg colin and side kick wee how. don't think I'm able to to go to the party tonight. anyways, now that haizad has a baby prince, I'm in charge of hazmat. I'm so dead. as happy I am for him, i neeeed him to be back. you dig. Damn. I promise nothing but I need you. oh man. Please. Tukiman bin Norhaizad, what's with you. I'm pretty lost right now. it's okay. Ive learned to breathe. And breathe.

ob3

2010-07-24T21:01:00.001+08:00

ong bak 3 wasn't up to the standard I thought it would reach. just didn't leave me in awe.

bad boy, maybe

2010-07-24T17:54:00.001+08:00

i can't believe how many times, sometimes, ok for real, always, I make faces to toddlers, babies and kids. I like their reactions. Some gave me the smile. Some tried to challenge me to see who's cuter. Silly people. I'll win. Bad scenarios, when they totally ignore me. Worst case scenarios, they complain to their parents. And I'll be, tralala listening to my music. Haha. But to people who aren't my type, like the not so cute ones, I'll make the what you want from me kid face. They'll be stunned, believe me. But, I like. I make a good uncle. Any chickadees out there?

good boy, not.

2010-07-24T17:24:00.001+08:00

it's been awhile since I've been into a madrasah or kelas agame. I've to be honest, I'm not good at doa and stuffs. It's been ages. I had these two wonderful teachers, Ustad Imran and Ustazah, whose name I totally can't remember. They're the best. My mum always said, anything happen to them parents, how? But, i don't know. Ignorance perhaps. Come fasting month, I've to be good do what i did last year, terawih. I need lim syafiq then. I'm such a useless bummer.

tang tea house

2010-07-21T20:47:00.001+08:00

there's a pretty lady at a nearby table. weweeeet.

tang tea house

2010-07-21T20:46:00.001+08:00

there's a pretty girl at the nearby table. weweeeeet.

explanation

2010-07-19T22:39:00.003+08:00

I made my old one public to tell people that I've shifted here. As I put my new link on its tagboard. And anonymous, I'll be active here. For everyone, this blog is fresh and has nothing but posts. Comments are over at the bottom, which might be a hassle. Sorry brooooooo!

fofo

soccer

2010-07-19T22:39:00.001+08:00

soccer final with 3rd div against 1st div ended badly. losing 5-1 is a testament to how good their players are. to me, seeing the ball went in from that very view is heartbreaking. haha. cb. K bye.

revamp.

2010-07-18T22:39:00.001+08:00

I've just made my old blog for all to view. Initial thought to delete it was halted. Privatized it as I started with this one. A late intro for all. It's been a month old or two. So, people, let's bring sexy back and rock.

one republic

2010-07-18T22:22:00.001+08:00

I'd like to apologise to my srjc friends for not coming for the alumni just now. They won. They can play, and win without me. Congratulations.

Second apology goes to, the never will be my team's name again, black knights. Sorry for the sending off. I don't know what ticked me off. Thank you to Alif Sen for hugging me tight. Perhaps too tight. Thank you to Achid for touching that untouchable boy. Thank you to Nas for twisting your ankle, at the wrong time. Thank you to Fikri Katatitakan for not being himself. And thank you to the rest. Lastly to bapak aku yang jiwe tapi chillax. Wasn't our luck. Our time is long gone, maybe. Now, when ever ever will we be playing together again?

Goodnight moon. See you sun.

sigh

2010-07-18T06:24:00.001+08:00

it's 6 in the morning, and I just woke up from a bad dream. And i can't sleep. I dreamt that I'm retaking my a's and supposed to go for tuition. I don't know why. But that tuition never never never happened. A me says, go and your future will be better. Another me says don't go, you'll suffer. I cried in my dream. I know myself. It's that horrible cry whenever I'm helpless. Helpless. Hopeless. Futureless.

Shawn just msged me saying they need people to play. They don't have 11 players. But I've promised Alif. Damn. It's either I bastard 10 players or 4 close friends. Helpless.

Oh my god. Was typing that word helpless. And i realized that it's another dilemma I've yet to decide on. This is life ain't it. About making decisions. Right ones. Close my eyes. And think.

I'm sorry. I might have just disappoint you two.

idol fever

2010-07-17T18:45:00.001+08:00

some strangers just talked behind my back. saying i look like sezairi ah brooooo.

singapore boleh!

2010-07-17T13:48:00.001+08:00

this is the first time since a long one, that i was impressed watching an s league match. I swear. home vs saffc. the so called powerhouse/old timer teams of the local league together with, in my opinion, geylang and tampines, and maybe young lions. like seriously, I used to watch live matches, with family, when geylang were playing, what I described as, hand football. other than people from the young lions that I've played against, during the huha school days, I actually like players like shukor and shahdan. they're like so cool with the ball. all in all, oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah, hey!

raihan rashid but you can call me tukiman

2010-07-16T10:31:00.001+08:00

quinny's tumblr is so cool. was introduced to a new camera app on iPhone, hipstamatic. I like. good morning sun. good morning people. good morning station. and good morning to you.

peter & chan

2010-07-15T19:07:00.001+08:00

dan mungkin bila nanti, kita akan bertemu lagi

inception

2010-07-15T18:47:00.001+08:00

I watched inception just a moment ago with gf. Chose that instead of despicable me. It's inception digital, though I don't know what's so digital about it. Like how confused I am to the movie. Lack that 1/4 of brain power I need to reach scofield's level to fully understand. But that remaining quarters are actually impressed. And yup, nothing much about inception. Hehe.

botanic garden

2010-07-14T14:24:00.001+08:00

andai esok aku menjadi tanah, sudikah engkau menjadi bunga, hiasi dadaku?

bomkebabom!

2010-07-14T12:19:00.001+08:00

yesterday, someone tried to be superwoman and fly, but failed horribly. and at 2-5 in the morning, we had an exercise at amk hub. my hands were trembling and crying for help. bomex dead and gone.

shop till I drop

2010-07-13T07:22:00.001+08:00

I went out with gf yesterday. We were supposed to go shopping, maybe watch despicable me and have dinner. But, all three didn't happened. Well, she got her plain black maxi dress. But, I was down with flu. I hate flu. And things I wanted to buy weren't available. And things I usually buy somehow, didn't interest me at all. Maybe it's because, at the back of my mind, issues yet to be settled are making me think thrice about spending on $50 shirts, $40 pants, $30 slippers and bla bla bla.

love

2010-07-12T18:58:00.001+08:00

I HAVE THE BEST FAMILY EVER

old and weak

2010-07-09T22:29:00.001+08:00

will anyone be there for me when I'm old?
sometimes you've to be hospitalized to know who cares for you.

perperl 3

2010-07-08T20:32:00.001+08:00

and coincidentally, all of my family members wore purple when we met at nuh. kwakwakwa......

perperl 2

2010-07-08T15:50:00.001+08:00

hahhahahahahahahahha! nb cb knn. just realized my blog has purple all over it. Yes. Coincidence. Just thought i wanted to be like, cool and sexy, at the same time, step sweet since it's my gf's favourite colour. (MANGKOK!)

perperl

2010-07-08T15:46:00.001+08:00

my favourite colour is not purple. I don't actually have one either. But, I'm now wearing my new bright purple puma shirt. Fyi, i just passed by an Indian lady wearing exactly the same colour of sariii. (PAISEH) And I realized, I'm wearing my purple renoma. (SHIT) Listening to music, with my earpiece. (I THINK I LOOK COOL) BUT, I think i sprayed too much perfume on myself, accidentally by the way. (OMG) And I actually have a thing against people who extremely perfumed themselves. I get headaches. (YUCKS) and last but not least, a kinda pretty girl has been touching her nose ever since she sat beside me. (HMMM)

gta geylang

2010-07-05T22:24:00.001+08:00

so I was driving near geylang, right after I sent my gf to work, when something happened. there was this car that came out from a side road recklessly enough to earn a high beam from me. as we went straight ahead along that road, his front passenger door opened and I saw a leg sticking out. i slowed down. my first thought was that, oh shit, wrong car! gangsters inside trying to threaten me with tattoos on their legs! but as we got nearer to the traffic light, it didn't stop. eventually i had to get close to the car. that leg actually had high heels on it. and i noticed there was tension on her leg, to maybe keep the door open. observed like a cia miami investigator, a scuffle was actually going on! I'd bet $1.00 that there was a prostitute inside trying to get out from that man. They were, from my blurred view, like hitting each other! then........

(like cool eh I story-telling, mcm ade tension...)

so bla bla, I passed by them. Then I thought mcm, kesian kan that girl confirm knn cb damn panicked mcm mak die. confirm that ride was one of a kind ah kire. Siaooooo.